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The Apology Dream

For Yom Kippur, a tale of forgiveness and an apology… of sorts During my sixteenth year working in an executive position at a medical school, a new chancellor was hired and became my new boss. He seemed to take an instant dislike to me, going to great lengths to correct, humiliate, or make an example […]

Faith and My Father

How can we access the inner fortitude that can carry us through darkness? On the streets of New York, it’s raining babies. Infants and children are everywhere — in strollers, carriages, front carriers, back carriers. The ache under my ribs, that familiar, grasping feeling, urges me toward the babies I pass on the street. Or, […]

The Interlopers

It was summertime. Loud talk and laughter floated through our apartment’s open windows and down to the street. Guests continued to arrive for hours — neighbors and old friends, my husband’s coworkers and their mates, all the people we liked best. When the door opened and a beautifully dressed Hispanic couple stood there smiling, holding […]

The Lie

I was four years old when I told my first deliberate lie. My best friend was a boy my age who lived next door named Billy Matthews. Billy was the first boy to show me his private parts, offering it as a bonus when he went to relieve himself in the weeds behind their garage. […]